You feel anxious and nervous while waiting for the time to begin your date. The nervousness is like the excited feeling you get when next in line of a new roller coaster ride. You hope that you will enjoy yourself. You hope that your time will not be wasted. Or that you are such an oddball that chemistry just is not possible. You ache for a connection with a sensual, seductive, independent woman. The thrill attracting and being attractive to an intoxicating woman of substance. You know you have no problem attracting women. You seduce people all of the time. It is one of the reasons you are successful. You have no problem charming people, even powerful people. But those people just want something from you. They don’t stimulate your loins. They don’t inspire you. You ache to be inspired; to find your muse; to catapult you to your next adventure. You hope that She can break the spell. Please, let this Woman be the key to the infinite. Let Her show me a world I’ve not ever imagined. Let Her show me how to feel alive again! Oh to feel that euphoric high of new love, dangerous love, forbidden love, secret love, uninhibited passion. Please. Woman! Unleash the hunger in me, that of which aches to feel intoxicated by a Goddess such as Her. Let Her be strong enough to take my attention and hold it……..until I relinquishing wholly to the Experience, hoping She earns my trust allowing me to reveal all that I am, all that I desire, and allow Her to do with me as She pleases, to use me as She sees fit, to not be impressed at my accomplishments instead humbling me as I desperately need. I don’t need to be beaten. No, I need a Woman whose mere presence and touch is enough to calm and subdue so that She can mold and teach me a new way that wakes me up. This Woman, this Goddess, this Muse is all that you hope. Trust Her let Her inside your world. She will inspire you in ways still unknown to this physical world. She will change your paradigm and bring you back to a balanced and peaceful reality. That you will be able to share in your personal life once your feet return to Earth. To leave you in better condition than the way She found you, that is Her desire.